tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33029643.post4521952957957353358..comments2023-08-22T04:21:46.802-07:00Comments on Roller Coaster: A tree planted by the rivermarjahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01810913152746930742noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33029643.post-3843404497788136162012-05-02T01:57:32.436-07:002012-05-02T01:57:32.436-07:00i at times before diagnoses on Sundays wanted to s...i at times before diagnoses on Sundays wanted to stay at home not going to church, partly i felt i didn't really fit in the crowd and just not wanting a lot of people around me and the mrs thought i was backsliding not setting an example for our child this setting up a fight of course. now i know why i am like that. i don't have to feel guilty, but the enemy doesn't care about illness He use it against us try to make us feel even worse, something we as Christians have to guard against.<br /><br />now that we will be starting over again i take the step of faith like Joshua that God will go out before me and prepare my wife for my illness something that i am not capable off.Heinnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33029643.post-59078460075617460062012-05-01T15:46:15.045-07:002012-05-01T15:46:15.045-07:00Thanks, Hein. I'm glad you understand.Thanks, Hein. I'm glad you understand.marjahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01810913152746930742noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33029643.post-54190055881458194992012-05-01T15:05:49.836-07:002012-05-01T15:05:49.836-07:00how don't we want that someone who we know is ...how don't we want that someone who we know is standing in for us in prayer all the time. when we fail we know we covered.I said it previously that God know what He got himself into when He made us. God know I can not spent the time with Him because of my illness, have issues with stuff and people. He knows I try to manage this unwanted guest in my life the best I can and His Grace will not fail me will not let me dry out alongside the river but will keep me rooted into Him at all times even if it is harder than other people I will be sustained through His love.<br />I realized now that is why Ps 23 is so precious to me.<br /><br />me and the mrs decided to take our relationship slow as friends and learn each other again after 7 months of separation. Nothing is impossible for God never thought this would ever happened.Heinnoreply@blogger.com